Felt Guilty

I was molested by a family member on one occasion when I was younger and raped on 2 occasions but never reported it because 1 time I was being promiscuous and I couldn't fight him off so I felt guilty and the second time I was about 25 drunk out of my mind and partially woke up to a friend of my father's taking advantage of me and passed out again but felt I was at guilt because I was that intoxicated. I never spoke of any of this to anyone before. 

Anonymous (Henrico, Virginia)